With great power comes great responsibility

If I give you power over my heart, will you promise not to break it? I can't be with you now, it kills me to think about it. I wanted a freind and got something so much more. I'm afraid of this love because even though it is the best and greatest feeling ever, you could destroy my world and everything in it. But I'm trusting you not to. I want to love you every moment of everyday for the rest of time. I can't think about anyone else, cause I don't want to. It pains me to think of the people that get to be with you when it is supposed to be me. I seem to be missing out on everything that you say I can have but i can't take it because I'm not there to receive it. I don't know where we'll be tomorrow because you are in the future. I don't have you now. You can't take me in your arms and hold me tight, tell me everything's gonna be alright, because we are far apart. Seperated by this distance it angers me. To know the one person I want most in my life, I don't have. But I have decided that i'm gonna wait for you to come to me. You are the sun in my sky and the love in my life. take it all away and I am left with nothing. And yet no one knows that its you who makes me smile, and it is you that gets me through every painful second of my life. I don't deserve you and I never could work hard enough to get you. I love you, that is what I know and because of that love I can do anything for you go anywhere and become the best I can be. I saw my life without you, cried everyday. I can't live that way. I need you and I'm not gonna make it without you. But if the promises which you have made me don't keep I'll understand. I will always love you and no one else will ever be good enough and no one can be compared to someone as great as you. When I hear the sound of your voice, I come alive. And then you go away everyday and I feel the ground taken from my feet. When you tell me we're gonna be forever, I stop breathing. You take my world, my ground, my love, my heart, my breath and all that I am with you. When I'm scared I think of you and I calm down for all the soothing things you have said to make it better. When I am sad you go out of your way to do everything to make me smile. Its the way you make me laugh, when I don't even want to smile. For love is just a word until you find someone to give it definition. I found you and you are the whole book of love. You told me not to doubt, so now I don't. As I live and breathe, its all for you. No matter how long it takes to be with you I will wait for you. I've got time and I will do everything I can to be with you. You know its true. I can dream about you all night but it will never be good enough until I am with you. Tell me one last time is this real, is it true or am I just dreaming for you?